Saturday, August 30, 2008

It's been a few days...

Just thinking, it wasn't meant to be.... again.

How many losses must we face to bring our baby home?

It's just not making sense.

Perhaps I need to sleep.

6 comments:

Happy said...

It WILL happen! Don't give up hope. Have you considered applying to multiple agencies? Get yourself out there to more expectant mothers.

Deb said...

I know how hard it is. We went through a few close matches ourselves and they were torture. They were like losing the child you never had over and over again. I still think about each of them.
But you've seen so many success stories as well.
Don't give up hope. Your day will come. I know this sounds like something that can't be done but try to take a few days off from thinking about the adoption. Close the nursery door and spend some time with your husband. You may already do this. I only accomplished it once and it was at my worst point in the adoption. I finally just stopped thinking about it for a few days. Really helped renew my spirits.

I know you mentioned once before about redoing your profile and your agency said no, can you talk with them again to see if there is anything else you can do? What do they say about your wait?

I'm praying for you both.

Angel said...

Ohhhh.... I am so sorry. Angel

wsweden said...

Don't lose hope. Perhaps this was just a message to you to not give up.
Go ahead and get that puppy and enjoy it while you wait for your baby to come home. It would be a good distraction :)

Anita said...

{{{PEP}}}

Suz said...

Pep, I just found you from Debbie Brown's blog.

Please, please keep the faith! You've waited even longer than us as hard is that is to believe, but your time WILL come and when it does it will be so worth it! I KNOW, KNOW, KNOW, that it's hard to believe right now - in the midst of it, but it's the truth!

Please read my story!!